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Monday, September 25, 2006

Dawn Marie

I have always liked my eyes and my mouth! But I have a big nose, which is my not so good side. Under all that red dye is thick, wavy ash blond hair. I like the thick and wavy part, but am always changing the color.

I am 30 years old, with four kids, and my body shows it! I have decent boobs because of the babies, but they were killer on my butt! I finally lost that double chin!

I try to be nice, but usually fail. I spaz sometimes, too. I don't think to highly of myself, but other people do. I don't take care of myself and have never been very girly. I used to fit in so well with the guys in high school, we would all forget I was a girl- until another girl showed up. Then the boys became idiots, and all my faults would be pointed out by her, whoever she was.

I do not play girl games.

Guys do not stare at me or look at me or even notice I exist, except for the rare moment when I turn on the charm, like if I need something. I got a cashier at Hastings all flustered; me in my low cut tank top, having forgotten my ID and having no rental card. I live way out of town, and really wanted a movie. That's all I said, and he gave in, got me a new card, and couldn't count the change I was paying with- took him three tries until I did it for him. I commented on the pretty goth-boy cashier- said he was way too skinny. My cashier was a tidge pudgy, which is cool, and I think I threw him with that comment (and my charm and boobs, lol).

I haven't felt that good about myself in years. Just made me giddy. On the way home I realized what happened, and was a bit shocked. Suz said to keep it short, and I usually do what I can to sass her, but since she's the boss, I should say, "enough about me already!"